Just fail forward bby
Alright. It’s about to get real.
My thoughts have been going wild recently with events not in my control and vice versa.
Growing up is such a damn frustrating process at times. But, we have to go through it whether we like it or not. It has hit me pretty hard most recently and caused major havoc with my inner energy. I’m working very hard to recharge my emotional and mental wellbeing... take my own advice LMAO.
I’ve had some time to really think and the best way I know to let go is to write it out. What better than to post on my blog for others in a similar state since its dealing with mental health and wellbeing. The purpose of this blog is to be transparent with an intention of providing value to a like mind.
So, in that case, I want to thank you for opening your mind and taking the time to read what I have to say. I respect your opinion and would love to hear what you’re thinking and your thoughts on this.
^ Rad pic that I took of the sunset last week while enjoying a phattttt Green Chile Burger.
I’ve been thinking about the manic anxiety and high functioning depression I deal with. The cycle I struggle with constantly and weekly has to have a core reason as to why. Why am I this way? Why is my anxiety so intense? Why am I functioning normal and still able to do my daily grind, but deeply depressed inside? I’m studying this info, I’m implementing what I can daily... what the heck? Why do I still feel like shit and broken down?
I need to continue to find that clarity that I seek. I need to continue to develop better self-awareness. I need better ways to cope and spend my time.
Admittedly, I have pondered long on this, and realized that I do engage in a lot of negative habits and behaviors myself, that are adding to my anxiety and depression, rather than helping the growth. A lot of them which I never really thought were hindering me... until now.
I know I’m not alone. We all have our vices, and that’s okay.
You have to do things for you, when you’re ready. Yes, you can play victim and dwell all you want until exhaustion, but at some point, you have to pull your head out of your own ass. No one is going to do it for you.
We try. We fail. We try again. What counts is that you are learning to pick yourself back up each time and try again. Life is inevitable, yet beautiful if you can manage to tap into it. Every one has that chance. Where you started doesn’t matter once you start moving forward and not dwelling on the past… it’s where you end up. And that’s up to you. You have to find what works and what helps you feel vibrant and lit up inside. Every choice you make can create a difference.
Just fail forward bby.
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What comes to your mind when you think of bad habits or behaviors that could be affecting you negatively? Comment below. I’d love to hear whats on your mind. Remember you are not alone.
Talk to you soon!! Good vibes & wellness,